Lead trainer for the day, i lead the class with heart as usual. As the class moved on throughout the day, we had many practical sessions. I believe practical is better then theory anyway. Having done countless of classes, during practice and breaks, i will always be approached not having a second to breath ( not complaining, im happy to help ).
For the 1st time, i left and standing alone for a long time and multiple times, everyone was talking, interacting and my student volunteers / co-Trainers were doing my job. Helping with their hearts. I felt invisible, students will approach others but me. (Got some la, but low % ) It felt like the world is moving forward without me. At that moment, i felt not needed anymore and it hit me very hard.
Internally i felt like crying midway during class as i was so happy. I did my best to hide my feelings till the class ended and left. I'm so happy that many people around me grew better, grew stronger, from students to a friends / leaders / speakers / teammates etc.. helping others.. and being very capable at that till im almost redundant.
They developed to a stage they are strong enough to do without me. I literally could see all the pain / tiredness / health paid off. Seeing them grow till such a level, priceless. Eventually if all surpasses me, that will be an achievement i take happily in this lifeline. Not gonna tag anyone, you know who you are and im very thankful.
For the 1st time, i left and standing alone for a long time and multiple times, everyone was talking, interacting and my student volunteers / co-Trainers were doing my job. Helping with their hearts. I felt invisible, students will approach others but me. (Got some la, but low % ) It felt like the world is moving forward without me. At that moment, i felt not needed anymore and it hit me very hard.
Internally i felt like crying midway during class as i was so happy. I did my best to hide my feelings till the class ended and left. I'm so happy that many people around me grew better, grew stronger, from students to a friends / leaders / speakers / teammates etc.. helping others.. and being very capable at that till im almost redundant.
They developed to a stage they are strong enough to do without me. I literally could see all the pain / tiredness / health paid off. Seeing them grow till such a level, priceless. Eventually if all surpasses me, that will be an achievement i take happily in this lifeline. Not gonna tag anyone, you know who you are and im very thankful.
On top of that, a week ago all these post by my students. Actually, if I die now, I die happy. Sorry feeling emo.
For such post, there will be many query on courses. I just wanna say, locally in Singapore, our last planned class full. We will be taking a 2 months break to focus on existing students and ourselves. 5 weekends in row, 1 week break and it restarts again, tho it's very rewarding, we are burnt out. We will spend this 2 months focusing on how to give even more value to our students.
For such post, there will be many query on courses. I just wanna say, locally in Singapore, our last planned class full. We will be taking a 2 months break to focus on existing students and ourselves. 5 weekends in row, 1 week break and it restarts again, tho it's very rewarding, we are burnt out. We will spend this 2 months focusing on how to give even more value to our students.
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